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Frozen in a world of fire...
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|09:23 pm] |
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Well. Everything sucks. And its my fault. I made Elly feel like crap today because I got scared. I'm breaking up with steven because he makes me sick and everytime I see him I want to smash his face. Maybe its just in my character to mess shit up for no reason. Maybe I cant help it and I'll always be that way...maybe it doesnt matter. I've just been informed that suicidal thoughts are selfish and the more I think about it the more I realize that its true. My problems should hurt only me, not eveeryone else. Its selfish of me to not think of how ending my life will affect others... I should stay alive and take my miserablness upon myself and have the guts to take on my own burden. Its not anyone elses fault that my life sucks. Its mine. I feel unbearable guilt right now for all I've done in the past few days. And regret. SERIOUS REGRET. I feel so much pity for Elly that she considers me her best friend. If she even still does. I wouldnt blame her if she didnt. People like me shouldnt have anyone. Im so sorry. Sorry to everyone. Even if you dont know me Im sorry for you too because youre reading my dumb problems and I just dont stop complaining do I? Elly's right. I'm immature. Oh well. bye. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2004|07:54 pm] |
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well, things have changed. I have a boyfriend now. His name is Steven and happily enough for me he seems to enjoy leashes as much as I do. :). I can play "smoke on the water" and "smells like teen spirit" pretty well on my guitar now...which isnt so special, but Im doing better than ussual. I feel kinda Emotionally detatched from Elly lately. The intense friendship we had over the summer seemed to change drastically when I started going with steven, and I cant even look at her the same now. This wont make sense to many of you but Im sure she knows what Im talking about. i still love her to death... But its different. The feelings not as intense. But the pain has been numbed and Im greatly thankful for that. Although recently its been too easy. I miss the longing. I dont know why because it hurts so bad... But its a feeling you easily get used to. Anyway her and Kade seem to be doing nicely, and Im glad for that. Li drew an adorable picture of me and steven today and it had the leash and everything. My "happiness" lately has been making my art suffer...I wish I could draw as well as Li and Elly can. Im not as talented I guess. Steven seems to really care about me which is strange because Im not used to it...he writes me poems and notes every day..he kisses and hugs me goodbye...he says he loves me first and ussually thats my job. But now Im the "I love you too" person. Maybe that means Im a little slow on the up-take. Maybe it means nothing. I've been getting dizzy often lately and tired. Sugar helps and Cyndi wants me to get checked for hypoglycemia. Elly has that. Anyway, shes gonna tell my mom to get me checked...but my mom wont of course. She doesnt like to believe I have problems. I tried to overdose on pills last night because I fell into depression. No-cause depression too, which is worse because its confusing. But the pills scratched my throat and I can barely talk. It hurts to swallow, and to breath.I had rice for dinner today. Just rice. I fell asleep at 2 am. Im not keeping my promises and Im mad about that. At myself. But I have to go. Bye. |
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| LITTLE MATCH GIRL |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
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I put this story by Hans Christian Anderson in here for Slapknut. I came across it online and it reminded me of her because we talked about it a while ago. So, Slapknut, Enjoy.
Most terribly cold it was; it snowed, and was nearly quite dark, and evening-- the last evening of the year. In this cold and darkness there went along the street a poor little girl, bareheaded, and with naked feet. When she left home she had slippers on, it is true; but what was the good of that? They were very large slippers, which her mother had hitherto worn; so large were they; and the poor little thing lost them as she scuffled away across the street, because of two carriages that rolled by dreadfully fast.
One slipper was nowhere to be found; the other had been laid hold of by an urchin, and off he ran with it; he thought it would do capitally for a cradle when he some day or other should have children himself. So the little maiden walked on with her tiny naked feet, that were quite red and blue from cold. She carried a quantity of matches in an old apron, and she held a bundle of them in her hand. Nobody had bought anything of her the whole livelong day; no one had given her a single farthing.
She crept along trembling with cold and hunger--a very picture of sorrow, the poor little thing!
The flakes of snow covered her long fair hair, which fell in beautiful curls around her neck; but of that, of course, she never once now thought. From all the windows the candles were gleaming, and it smelt so deliciously of roast goose, for you know it was New Year's Eve; yes, of that she thought.
In a corner formed by two houses, of which one advanced more than the other, she seated herself down and cowered together. Her little feet she had drawn close up to her, but she grew colder and colder, and to go home she did not venture, for she had not sold any matches and could not bring a farthing of money: from her father she would certainly get blows, and at home it was cold too, for above her she had only the roof, through which the wind whistled, even though the largest cracks were stopped up with straw and rags.
Her little hands were almost numbed with cold. Oh! a match might afford her a world of comfort, if she only dared take a single one out of the bundle, draw it against the wall, and warm her fingers by it. She drew one out. "Rischt!" how it blazed, how it burnt! It was a warm, bright flame, like a candle, as she held her hands over it: it was a wonderful light. It seemed really to the little maiden as though she were sitting before a large iron stove, with burnished brass feet and a brass ornament at top. The fire burned with such blessed influence; it warmed so delightfully. The little girl had already stretched out her feet to warm them too; but--the small flame went out, the stove vanished: she had only the remains of the burnt-out match in her hand.
She rubbed another against the wall: it burned brightly, and where the light fell on the wall, there the wall became transparent like a veil, so that she could see into the room. On the table was spread a snow-white tablecloth; upon it was a splendid porcelain service, and the roast goose was steaming famously with its stuffing of apple and dried plums. And what was still more capital to behold was, the goose hopped down from the dish, reeled about on the floor with knife and fork in its breast, till it came up to the poor little girl; when--the match went out and nothing but the thick, cold, damp wall was left behind. She lighted another match. Now there she was sitting under the most magnificent Christmas tree: it was still larger, and more decorated than the one which she had seen through the glass door in the rich merchant's house.
Thousands of lights were burning on the green branches, and gaily-colored pictures, such as she had seen in the shop-windows, looked down upon her. The little maiden stretched out her hands towards them when--the match went out. The lights of the Christmas tree rose higher and higher, she saw them now as stars in heaven; one fell down and formed a long trail of fire.
"Someone is just dead!" said the little girl; for her old grandmother, the only person who had loved her, and who was now no more, had told her, that when a star falls, a soul ascends to God.
She drew another match against the wall: it was again light, and in the lustre there stood the old grandmother, so bright and radiant, so mild, and with such an expression of love.
"Grandmother!" cried the little one. "Oh, take me with you! You go away when the match burns out; you vanish like the warm stove, like the delicious roast goose, and like the magnificent Christmas tree!" And she rubbed the whole bundle of matches quickly against the wall, for she wanted to be quite sure of keeping her grandmother near her. And the matches gave such a brilliant light that it was brighter than at noon-day: never formerly had the grandmother been so beautiful and so tall. She took the little maiden, on her arm, and both flew in brightness and in joy so high, so very high, and then above was neither cold, nor hunger, nor anxiety--they were with God.
But in the corner, at the cold hour of dawn, sat the poor girl, with rosy cheeks and with a smiling mouth, leaning against the wall--frozen to death on the last evening of the old year. Stiff and stark sat the child there with her matches, of which one bundle had been burnt. "She wanted to warm herself," people said. No one had the slightest suspicion of what beautiful things she had seen; no one even dreamed of the splendor in which, with her grandmother she had entered on the joys of a new year. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
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hey Everyone...Im bored so Im back. woo hoo. Anyway...dont expect me to update often...I have no time. But I'll try to as often as possible.
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[Jul. 4th, 2004|11:29 am] |
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Another survey since I'm bored as fuck
[LAST TIME YOU...]
Really Smiled : when Elly was here
Laughed : during that stupid commercial
Cried : last night
Bought something :gum the other day
Were sarcastic : I'm always sarcastic
Kissed someone : it's been a while
Talked to an ex : last day of school
Watched your favorite movie : don't know
Had a nightmare : yesterday afternoon
Last book you read : Tithe by holly black
Last song you heard: depression by black flag
Last thing you had to drink : water last night
Last time you showered : last night
Last thing you ate : I don't know, whatever I ate when Elly was over.
[ Fashion ]
1. Do you wear a watch : no
2. How many coats and jackets do you own : lots I never wear.
4. Most expensive item of clothing : I don't know. I'll my clothes are cheap as hell.
5. What kind of shoes do you wear : boots, converses. shoes I've had for like, forever.
[ Friends ]
1. Do your friends 'know' you : one does. And other than that I don't really consider anyone my friend. It's become to strong of a word for me. Like saying you love somebody you just met...
2. What do they tend to be like :smart, comforting. Almost always listen to some sort of rock music.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked : I dont know
4. Are there people that you tell everything to: yes. one.
[ Other ]
1. Favorite band ever: there's too many.
2. Most listened to bands :Nirvana, black flag, slayer, mudvayne, tool..too many...
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking : yes!
4. Can you play an instrument : guitar, vocals.
5. Type of music listened to : punk, metal, hard rock
6. Type never listened to : techno, disco, pop, rap, hip hop, country...anything other than rock.
[ Religion ]
1. Do you detest religion :sorta.
2. How do you think this universe was formed : don't know, don't care.It's in the past and i doesn't really matter.
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant : some people.
[ General Questions ]
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: There's no way somebody like that exists.
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : rainy
3. Do you consider yourself lucky : yes, I'm really lucky to have my best friend. I don't know what I would do without her. Die, probably.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide : depends.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: lonely
[ Stuff ]
1. Do you own any plaid clothing : yes lots.
2. Do you own Converse shoes : yes
3. Do you own Saucony shoes : no
4. Do you own old school Nikes : no
5. Do you wear tight pants : sometimes.
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants : on one pair, yeah
7. Do you own a messenger bag : no
8. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest : never had one
9. Do you own braces : yes...
10. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : no
11. Do you have short, shaggy hair : not anymore.
12. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches? : nope.
13. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon : haha..if I suffocated in it.
14. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : sure, why not.
15. Is your hair black or red : black..sorta..
16. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye : does it matter?
17. Do you own a bandana : sure.
18. Do you wear plugs in your ears : no, safety pins.
19. Are you amused by safety pins : yes they're fun.
20. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute :most likely.
21. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them : yeah
22. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London :It doesn't matter
23. Do you enjoy leopard print: not really, it's kinda tacky.
[ Habits/Beliefs ]
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything): yes
26. Are you an anarchist : yep.
27. Does the American flag anger you : yes
28. Are you "working class" : who cares?
29. Do you dislike "preps" : yes
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic : not much, but they're expensive and far from here.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes : no
32. Do you smoke cloves : no
33. Are you a thin waif :I'm a toothpick.
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian : yes
35. Do you think meat is murder : yes
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting : haha, sometimes...
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park: ally, no. park, yes.
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week : nope. every day.
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower : yes :)
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor : not that I know of...
43. Are you a member of the Makeout Club : no
44. Do you say "rad" : no. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2004|10:58 am] |
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okay, kade, here's your pictures. Sorry I'm ugly. But at least now you know who you're talking to, yes?
THIS IS OF ME AND SLAPKNUT. SHE'S THE PRETTY BLONDE ONE, I'M THE OTHER UGLY ONE.
THIS ONE IS OF ME, SORRY I'M SO HIDEOUS...
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[Jul. 3rd, 2004|07:48 am] |
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Well hey, for once I have some good stuff to write about. This week kicked ass! It also kicked MY ass..because I fell off my skateboard on a hill. I can't bend my knees, but I don't see the difference because I couldn't bend my knees before that, now it just hurts worse. And I can't really move my hand much more than I'm doing right now by typing.Haha.. some fat dude asked me if I was okay..Anyway, the reason this week kicked ass is because Elly stayed over for most of it. We had alot of fun. It was really funny when we were watching tv and this comercial for a bed...and a heart moniter...came on and this big ugly fat guy was just laying there and it was talkin about insomnia and his wife is sleeping all peaceful in the bed and then he jumps up and goes, "I'm gonna explode!!!!" The stupid part is that we laughed for about an hour about that. It was really funny.Heh..then we almost got arrested because some peoples called the cops on us for walking on their lawn and opening peoples mailboxes...we were gonna walk past the police car singing "bad boys, bad boys..." but the police woman wasn't even outside, she was in the guys house talking to him. Oh, and then nobody even showed up at my mom's birthday party. Not even my aunt. That's funny. That bitch deserved it. Only the next door neighbor came. Her-ass and her old ass husband, who kept making fun of me for not being able to walk right. I wanted to kick his ass. And he smelled like those clove ciggarettes. He brought my mom over some and I was gonna steal some, but that would be unfair, since Elly isn't allowed to smoke I would be a hipocrite to smoke. Plus I don't even smoke so It'd just be stupid. I stayed up last night watching Viva La Bam. It was the episode where Slayer comes to his house and rocks out in his backyard. Why the fuck can Bam Margera get Slayer to rock in his fuckin yard? That sucks ass, I want Slayer to come to my house! Not that there'd be enough room in my backyard for Slayer AND a giant moshpit, but hell, I'd give it a try anyday. And you know, Slayer's at his fuckin house,SLAYER, and he fuckin stands up on that stupid balcony. He doesn't even mosh or anything. How the hell could you NOT mosh when SLAYER is at your fuckin HOUSE? Well I don't know... but I know I would. Well I better go now cuz I'm startin to go into stupid shit...
Master apprentices
There is a voice calling for me
There is a light coming down on me
There is a doubt that is clearing
There is a day that is dawning
There is a wound that is healing
There is a season waiting for me
There is a road that is turning
There is a fire still burning
A sickness in me
Constant pace towards the end
The need is stronger
This time the need is deeper
There is a peace I am searching
There is a freedom I'm depending on
There is a pain that's never ending
There is a rain falling only on me
There is a dream I am living
There is a life I'm dreaming of
There is a death I'm awaiting
There is a home I am deserting
I hold my breath in wait
Only moments remain
Movement for departed hope
Effect for absent friends
Sever the faith from my body
Leave me begging for more
Take what I have and deliver me
Into everlasting sleep
Soothing trance
Colours fade
And disappear
Ethereal light
Showing me what I can do without
In a motionless scene
There is only me
I take what I can
Controlling you to get ahead
Fading away
And leaving
Long for sleep
Closer now
Lead the way into death
Every wretched dream
I've left behind
Every waking hour
I lie in wait
Sucked inside by will
Gone into the flood
All my questions unfurled
As I was put to the test
Once I'm below there's no turning back
Plunging into the deepest void
Departed shell left drained behind
Pacing roads unknown
Searching for a new home
Desert in my eye
Barren lands inside
-OPETH-
if you want to hear a sound clip for this song go here:http://www.opeth.com/frameset.html |
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[Jun. 27th, 2004|08:04 am] |
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Yay! It's my not-mom's last day! and I feel better! and everything here is good all except I'm worried about Elly cuz she is sick, and I don't know when I'm gonna be able to see her again. I hate not knowing. Even If it's far from now, If I know, it won't be as bad. But it's the waiting for an unknown amount of time that gets me.
CATACLYSM CHILDREN
Are you born from the abyss
And have you sought the creed
That drape the shadows
Of your own thought?
Is your heart mesmerized
By the fire that burns forevermore
And do the secrets from the flames
Hold the mysteries over which you preside?
Reveal the infantile wound and regain strength
Free your spirit from those who lead in praise
Recollect the anger and the hate
For not shall your morals dissolve in pity
Righteous warmth accompanied
By deceitful tongues
Stay away from processed promises
Let them fear what you know
A malicious smile on their lips
To keep us all under control
Now it's time to rise and demand our due
The whores and their illusions left us bitter and cold
Drench them in their own poison, spit back the scorn of their ways
Out win their defect morality, and the words they pray
Consolidate the troops and expose the lies in their eyes
The ones deprived from the ecstasy that binds the neglect
Better lead than being led, earn any victory
For you stand superior above the plague and it's mass
The burden of proof rests on your shoulders
[repeat 1st and 2nd verse]
**DIMMU BORGIR
AS DEEP AS ANY BURIAL
Thrill, kill the black cult
Walk among the weak by night
Affliction...
Deep as any burial
Take their worthless lives...
**CRADLE OF FILTH |
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[Jun. 26th, 2004|08:21 am] |
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| | "world so cold" Mudvayne | ] |
Wow. We found an online friend! How exciting! And he likes REAL music! And he's a he! All good! too bad he's like, really far from here. Anyway, I'm not sure exactly what to write about. My world is about as exciting as a nature documentary on dung beetles...let's see...what are the most exciting things that have happened to me recently..? Well, I'm sick..Elly was over yesterday, but for some weird reason I barely remember what we did. It sucks that the happiness I have while she's here doesn't last after she leaves. As soon as her car pulls away I miss her. I guess it's just the thought of being alone again. But I've always been alone. But I guess that doesn't mean I have to like it.Ugghh... this velvet revolver video is on t.v. and the dude is so skinny and nasty, I think I'm gonna throw up. The songs not SO bad, But if I look at the screen I think I will die. Eww! Now that FUCKIN STUPID christian band is on.Switchfoot... they can GO TO HELL!!!Anyway, let's see, what else is exciting...? My not-mom got a new job and her last day at this one is tomorrow..she switches to a night shift, which is great cuz it means I don't have to watch my Not-brothers, which is good because it means I get to spend a lot more time with Elly, which kicks ass for OBVIOUS reasons, Other than that I'll be sick less. I'm kinda used to being sick now. anyway...I'm kinda out of stuff to write, so, I guess I'll go now. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2004|08:20 am] |
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| | "rape me" Nirvana | ] |
well I'm bored and lonely, and I probably will be untill tomorrow.I have a wonderfully slow day to spend watching my brothers ahead of me today. And if that's not bad enough I feel sick again. Seperation anxiety, I swear. And I thought only dogs really got that...heh..Shows how stupid I am. Yesterday was beautiful. It rained alot, and rain makes me happy for some odd reason. The black is coming out of my hair really bad now, I'm trying to figure out what to do with it next. I might actually take Elly's Idea and bleach it..even though I know she was kidding, I'm curious to see how it would look. I wish I had hair like hers. She has beautiful hair. She is just beautiful period. Everything about me is horrible and ugly, and compared to her I might as well not exist.lol. And i know she's going to deny all of this. And she will probably roll her eyes as she reads it. I can picture her now. I might have made a new online friend. That's pretty cool. I'm glad. Livejournal is supposed to be an online community right? it seems like such a dead community. Like my neighborhood. Nobody really gives a shit about anybody else. They never talk to each other or help each other or at least give an encouraging word now and then. But that just shows what the world is coming to, with people being beheaded and such. It's sick. But you have to put the blame where it really lies and I would definately say this is because of politics. You know, when this country was formed, it was supposed to be free. FREEDOM, though, is a word that does not exist. because of human nature, everybody is power hungry. Like religions as well. All put together in order to control the masses. To trick you into thinking they have your best interests at heart when really they are just trying to use you as another part of a more or less "get rich quick" scheme. Like Bush, he's a born again Christian , trying to get rid of everybody's rights. Gays not being allowed to get married, well, I'm not gay but if you think on it, that's pretty unfair. Shouldn't we all have the freedom to marry whoever we love? Shouldn't it be our choice, not his? And now some states are trying to ban two people of the same gender from buying a house together. Now what if they are sisters, or brothers, or friends? Why should other people be allowed to decide the way we live our lives? It's insane. It's crazy. And Bush is just another Hitler. Well anyway, I'm gonna stop bitching about this now, since I'm probably boring you all to death, but I really have nothing else to do. Oh well. Maybe I'll go take some more quizzes. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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Big man with a gun
I am a big man
(yes I am)
and I have a big gun
got me a big old Dick and I
I like to have fun
held against your forehead
I'll make you suck it
maybe I'll put a hole in your head
you know, just for the fuck of it
I can reduce you if I want
I can devour
I'm hard as fucking steel, and I've got the power
I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow
me and my fucking gun
nothing can stop me now
shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot
I'm going to come all over you
me and my fucking gun
me and my fucking gun
**NIN
"What Is Your Kink?"
Submission
You live to serve! You're most excited when someone else takes the reins and controls the situation. You're happy to do whatever will make your partner happy, even if it isn't your favorite thing to do. In the bedroom, you aim to please. Your motto is, Yes Sir/Ma'am! |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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Closer
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I've got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
**nine inch nails |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|11:49 am] |
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More stuff from other people's LJ's
~Rock Out with Your Cock Out
~DICK SHOOTER
~The type of porn you can download off the internet! Animal, gay, ebony, amatuer, hardcore, etc. Like from Morpheus, I downloaded these two excellent pornos. Hot Poon penetration and Oral sex. Didn;t quite like the oral one but the Amatuer, WHOA! Hot shit! you can she her Vagina stretch as his cock goes through her. Damn! I nearly jacked-off! If it wasn't for my big bro sibling wasn't sleeping in the room. But the type of porn! Damn! I need to download more amatuer porn!!!
~DICK IN HER MOUTH PUSSY FUCKING dilDOS. BLOW JOB sucking dick! |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|10:53 am] |
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WEIRD STUFF I FOUND ON SOME LJS
-Holy crap people. Jesus fucking christ!
- I ain't no ordinary gangsta...I'sa pranksta gangsta!
- her pussy still tastes as sweet as it used to
- do any of you guys wanna help a wet, horny girl?
-Ahhhhhh!! I'm horny. -.- damn these hormones, damn them to hell! Hmmm.... I wanna RP... kinkay! ::random thoughts:: Hyperness + horniness = trouble. lol
-Master Bater
-"Mr. Wolf, what big arms you have!" the girl cried.
"All the better to hold you down with, my dear!" the wolf growled. And so he did.
"Mr. Wolf, what a big, long tongue you have!" the girl cried.
"All the better to lick you with, my dear!" the wolf growled. And so he did.
"Mr. Wolf, what a big, long, thick PENIS you have!" the girl cried.
"All the better to FUCK you with, my dear!" the wolf growled.
"Oh, YES!" the girl cried.
And so...well, you know.
-I've been sick fairly often this last week or two, but I can always masturbate, which tends to make me feel better. I tend to once or twice a day anyway.
-what can be great for you are alone, though it depends on how sensative you are...get an ice pack...something that is smooth and soft, maybe filled with gel, start by rubbing your inner thighs with it move in closer and closer to your pussy then gently start to touch yourself with it...if it's too cold then rub your body with it...get yourself somewhat cold, shivering almost, then touch yourself with it...the cold factor will make you CRAZY (in a good way of course)...note, it doesn't have to be frozen just cold, or in some cases only cool...but I think it might work nicely:) hope to speak to you sometime soon...more things to come soon;-)
also, for anyone who's interested, I found a very...ummm..ballsy user pic on this dudes page.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/xslimchris/ |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:49 am] |
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wow. I've posted three thingies already. And nobody even reads this. Wow. most people talk to themseves..I write to myself..is that better, or worse? well if you are reading this, answer this little question thingy, then read the other crap I put in here today, since nobody ever does, all you have to do is scroll down...it doesn't take much effort...
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have sex with me: |
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| VIOLENT RAPE PORN |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:07 am] |
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HAHA.. I WAS READING SOME DUDE'S LJ AND THIS IS WHAT IT SAID. HAHAHA...
I was on Google trying to look up a Russian phrase that Irina taught me (because I forgot it). I clicked on a link because Google's summary seemed to say this is what I was looking for, and this whole site of porn banners pops up... not just any porn, violent rape porn. I'm fucking scarred now. Why are humans so fucking evil. And how does that shit get on Google without an accurate description or abstract. |
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| rain |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|08:00 am] |
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| | some weird music from a baby show my brother's watching... | ] |
well yesterday was a very interesting day. me and Elly decided to go for a walk even though we were told "look, it's gonna start raining, it's gonna downpour on you guys". So like ussual, we didn't listen, and we went for a walk anyway. Well, a little past Orgyman's house (don't ask...) it started to rain just lightly...and then a little further, and it started to rain like a bucket of water was being poured over the entire neighborhood. Needless to say, were soaking wet. Elly was unfortunately wearing a white shirt. So we started to run back to my house, and we were on a main road, so people in their cars were probably looking at us like a couple of escapees from the insane asylum, which is probably what we looked like, but it was hard to tell what anything looked like since it was almost impossible to see through the rain. Then we turned down my block, and the same person who told us not to go was in the doorway laughing at us. We ran up the stairs to get changed and I forgot to get towels, so I ran back down, getting water all over the floor, which my mom probably didn't appreciate. and I came back up with two towels. We got changed, and then decided to go for another walk. And it was one of the most fun times I've ever had.:) |
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| FUCK FASHION!!! |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|01:00 pm] |
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| | LALALALALA.... | ] |
FUCK THE FASHION INDUSTRY! LOOK WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO US!
Money Can't Buy You Grunge
By Roger Tredre
To the fashion world, "grunge" is the look of the moment. Since November, when Christian Francis Roth and Marc Jacobs, two American designers barely known in Europe, showed their new collections in New York, no catwalk has been complete without its version of the dressed-down Seventies' hippie style.
So are the New York designers cashing in on poverty by reproducing grunge in luxury fabrics with prices to match? It's certainly a long way from the low-budget philosophy of the original grunge movement, invented in the late Eighties to describe the style of rock groups such as Nirvana, Pearl Jam and Soundgarden from Seattle. The grunge bands are deeply suspicious of this latest interaction between two powerful strands of popular culture.
But fashion has been here before. In the Seventies it took punk, another "anti-fashion" style associated with a musical movement, and turned it into haute couture.
Fashion commentators say that grunge is a genuine sign of change: a reaction against power dressing in the dress-for-success years. The musicians believe that it is simply a sanitised and snob version of their look.
In London, the youngsters who popularised the look are on the side of the musicians - if they accept that there is a look at all. In Camden market, north London, Jacinta Stringer, 24, unemployed and wearing a plaid jacket, ripped jeans and Doc Marten boots, said: "I'm not grunge. Is that what you think I am?"
Kerty Hagger, 21, a travel agent, in a shaggy jumper from Nepal and cotton trousers from Chipie, looked blank: "Never heard of it!"
Lorraine Macdonald, 20, a student from Inverness, wearing a big plaid coat from C&A, jeans from BhS, and walking boots from Berghaus, offered a definition: "It means wearing comfortable clothes that you throw on without trying to co-ordinate. It means not using make-up and not bothering about how your hair looks."
Pete Millac, 24, a chef, agreed: "Grunge, meant not worrying about your appearance and not spending any money on clothes. Now it's hip it's ridiculous. You read about it in magazines like Elle, and the clothes cost a fortune. Grunge is as low-grade as you can find. Or at least it was before the fashion people got their hands on it."
By the original definition, Mr Millac was out-and-out grunge, wearing a battered leather jacket which he said he had found, a check shirt that cost 1GBP in Brixton market, a 2GBP scarf from Camden market and jeans. What did he think of those who paid thousands to achieve a similar look? "If people want to spend their money on looking bad, that's fine by me."
WHAT THE FUCK?!?! |
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| this is my chakra |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|09:14 am] |
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| | "who's that pokemon?" in the distance.. | ] |
My chakra.what is a chakra? go here to find out:http://www.healer.ch/bmsarticle.html
The Brow Chakra is associated with the parts of the consciousness concerned with the spiritual view, and the home of the Spirit, the Being within. This level of consciousness is associated with what western traditions call the unconscious or subconscious, the part of our consciousness that directs our actions and our life. From this level we are aware of the motivations behind our actions. We can watch our outer theater from an inner point of view.
This chakra is associated with the carotid plexus, and the nerves on each side of the face, and the pituitary gland. Headaches in the temples or center of the forehead are associated with tensions at this level. This chakra controls the entire endocrine system as a system, and the process of growth.
The Brow chakra, also known as the Third Eye, is associated with extra sensory perception (ESP), the set of all inner senses that correspond to the outer senses, which together comprise spirit-to-spirit communication. The element associated with this chakra is a vibration known as the Inner Sound, the sound that one hears in their ears that does not depend upon something in the physical world. Some consider it a pathological condition. In some of the eastern traditions the ability to hear this is considered a necessary prerequisite to further spiritual growth.
The color associated with this chakra is Indigo, midnight blue, the color of lapis lazuli, or the color of the night sky during a full moon. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|08:01 am] |
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I don't really have much to write about. I'm not depressed or anything. I have plaid pants! yay! lol. How can I be depressed when my best friend seems to be trying sooo hard to keep me from being depressed...? She's so sweet. Whoever reads this should go check out slapknut's page. I'm serious. anyway, I'm gonna go take some quizzes, cuz, I'm really bored. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|01:09 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | hey arnold in the distance....? | ] |
Something to do would be nice... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 19th, 2004|12:02 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | birds | ] |
Well, I think everything is okay now. For now. Except for my health condition. I'm starving. Can't eat. Still just a little worried...but...I feel ALOT better. I talked to Elly, she assures me that she's fine, but, she could just be saying that so I don't worry. But I trust her so I'll take her word for It. The raincloud it gone, But they always come back. When the cloud gets to heavy with water, it explodes again. And if the burden gets too heavy for her again, like it can at any time, who's to say what could happen. Always worried. Always have to worry. Wears me out after a while.But how can I not worry? The condition I'm in is pathetic right now. I've never been uglier or stupider or more emotional. I'm glad SOMEBODY cares about me because I sure as hell don't. My hands are shaking. Why does that fascinate me? Maybe I'm having A mental breakdown. Ha ha.. yeah right. I'm just glad Elly's alright though, for the moment. Always worried, always playing big sister. Not that it bothers me. I love to look out for her. But who's gonna look out for me? After all, I'm more childish than she is...and I'm afraid I'm going to hurt myself..being jerked around on this string. One small breeze and I could blow all the way to the edge. Who knows? But I'm glad now. And my heart rate is slowing. And my breathing is slowing...and I can be calm and peaceful and apathetic as always again. I want to be alone. If I can't be with my sister, then I want to be alone. I need some caffine. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|09:37 am] |
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| | I wanna die I wanna die I .... | ] |
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| | Crying and throwing up still.... | ] |
WEll Id better get off now so I can wait for Elly to call. If she doesn't call today I'm gonna go away. for good. and nobody will have to worry about me anymore. The stuff on her LJ really scared me, and I can't throw up again or I think my brains might come out..the little bit that I have. I need to talk to Elly...why do I post more than once in a day? I think I posted two or three times this morning...does anybody even scroll down to see them?
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough"
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|09:08 am] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | does crying count as music.........? | ] |
OH...I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I'm so sick and everything today has been disturbing, and I just want to talk to my best friend. I'm so tired of the word suicide, I wish it didn't exist. I wish everything was like when we were small, because when you are little and things get bad, you cry, but you know it will get better, and suicide doesn't really cross your mind. You have no REAL conception of death. You don't know that when something dies it doesn't come back. But it doesn't. It leaves forever and never comes back. And you never know if you will see it again. And it's hard to stop somebody who wants to die from dying. And none of you know what I'm talking about but at this point I really don't give a shit so you can just read as I ramble on this pointless nonsense or just go away. It doesn't make a difference to me, nobody reads this anyway.I can't even describe how bad I'm hurting emotionally right now. I feel like cutting again but I promised her I wouldn't. I promised. I'm trying my hardest to hold it back. I'm so sick...I don't know what to do...I don't know what to do....I wanna go play with knives... |
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| Ha ha ha |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|10:41 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | birds...ugghh..It's bambie land | ] |
Hey Elly, If you're reading this, I looked at the pictures my mom took of us when we were out skateboarding, and dude, my hair DOES look like Joey Ramone's...that's really weird.lol. Just call me joey from now on.heh heh.. Rob Zombie... |
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[Jun. 18th, 2004|09:12 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tool | ] |
09 THINGS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO
01.Seeing Elly
02. My mom coming home so I don't have to watch my brothers
03.My mom's Next day off
04.Going to sleep
05.Having something to do
06.getting my two new books in the mail
07.talking to Elly on the phone
08.Eating something
09.The day I get paid
07 THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
01.Posers
02.REEEAAALLLYY fat people
03.Teachers
04.Having to move
05.Yelling
06.Things that depress me
07.Days that go by too slow
06 THINGS YOU TOUCH DAILY
01. my radio
02. my CDs
03. My Notebook
04. books
05. the remote
06. the fridge
05 THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY
01. read
02. eat
03. listen to music
04. watch my brothers
05. Talk to elly
04 PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH
01. Brothers(unfortunately)
02. Mom(unfortunately)
03. Elly (VERY FORTUNATELY)
04. My pets
03 MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH AGAIN AND AGAIN
01. Gothika
02. Thirteen ghosts
03. Underworld
02 FAVORITE SONGS OF THE MOMENT
01. "Die eir von Satan"- tool
02. "Nowhere kids"- smile empty soul
01 PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH
01. Friend:Elly- Guy: hahaha...the rest of my life? that's a long time. I sure haven't found him yet.
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i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Joey Ramone..Lol..Noelle
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: girl
4. bday: 12/16
5. sign: Saggitarius
6. siblings: 3 brothers, 3 half sisters, and one sister in my heart
7. hair color: black
8. eye color: green/gold w/ blue around the edge
9. height: idk 5"2 or something..
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?:Elly
2. you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
fa s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: hot topic
2. any tattoos or piercings: no and ears
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: ....not really
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is in there
3. what are you most scared of?:Loosing my best friend, Not being able to take anymore
4. what are you listening to right now? Tv in the distance
5. who is the last person that called you?: Elly
6. where do you want to get married?:I probably won't
7. how many buddies are online right now?: none
8. what would you change about yourself?:EVERYTHING
F A V O R I T E S
1. color:black, red, dark blue
2. food:Bananas lol,Icecream
3. boys names: Satan heh heh...
4. girls names: Frankie, Nikki, Raven
5. subjects in school: art
6. animals: Black cats, Horses, cows, dogs, wolves
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: myself
2. smoked?:yeah
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: yeah.. I swallowed too many pills..
5. skinny dipped?: yes
6: ever been in love?: yeah
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
8. pictured your crush naked?: ...why picture?
9. actually seen your crush naked?: yeah
10. cried when someone died?: yes
11. lied: not often but yes.
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes.
13. been rejected?: yes.
14. rejected someone?: yes
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yes.
c u r r e n t
clothes: black t-shirt, Black jeans.
music: none
make-up: None
annoyance:Brothers
smell: Nirvana t-shirt lol.
desktop picture: I'm on my mom's computer, so it's a picture of my little bro at baseball.
book youre reading:just finnished Tithe by holly black
cd in player: tool
dvd in player: school of rock
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my little bro
hugged: Elly
you imed: ...Idk
you yelled at: little bro
you kissed: don't remember...
a r e | y o u
understanding: yeah
open-minded: yeah
arrogant: idk
insecure: yes
interesting: not really..maybe to some people. I'm boring.
random: sometimes
hungry: always
smart: yeah...right...never.
moody: yeah I guess
hard working: sometimes
organized: never
healthy: sometimes
shy: yes
difficult: sometimes
attractive: idk...some say yes, some say no.
bored easily: yes
responsible: sometimes
obsessed:I can be..
angry: NEVER
sad: always
happy: only when I'm talkin to Elly
hyper: sometimes
trusting: not really..depends on who you are.
legal?: i'm a minor....
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill?: people
slap: I don't slap, I punch...
get really wasted with?: Elly..lol
get high with: Elly, Chris M
talk to offline: Elly, Chris's
talk to online: Anyone
sex it up with:anyone..okay...almost anyone..
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: Hyper and hungry
all you need is: My best friend
love is: hard to find
i dream about: Secret...
sexual preference: rock dudes
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: candy.
tall or short: short.
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: eyes, hair
makes you laugh the most:Chris m.
makes you smile:when they show off and then do something stupid.
who do you have a crush on: people I could never get.
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: i used to
save conversations: sometimes
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yeah sometimes. I'm already a serious tomboy.lol.
wish you were younger: yeah sometimes
Cried because someone said something to you?: yes.
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 1
of hearts i have broken: 1
of guys ive kissed: 7 or so
of girls ive kissed: none
of cds i own: 20 or so I guess
of scars on my body: like 17 or something
of things that i regret: a lot
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: I'm stupid
I want: to see Elly
I have: scars
I wish: I could make my own decisions
I hate: alot of things
I fear: wanting to give up, loosing the only thing I have
I hear: ThE vOiCeS....
I search: for an answer
I wonder: when I'll see Elly Next
I love: My Best friend |
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| BORED |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|08:42 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tool | ] |
I'm bored so...
1) Recommened me a movie
2) Recommened me a book
3) Recommened me a musical artist, song, or album
4) Recommened me a LiveJournal user not on my friends list
5) Recommened me what I should have for dinner
6) Recommened me a website
7) Recommened me a drink
8) Recommened me a food I haven't tried from your culture
9) Tell me something I don't know about you.
10) Recommened me something to watch on tv
11) Why is George bush President in the first place? |
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| Hello again |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|08:02 am] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Garbage truck outside... | ] |
You are Tom Araya.. you have to be in the spot
light but you could care less. you never liked
to dress up or look good, your there for the
METAL! Go out with whatever cloths you have on
and have a good time!
What Slayer Member are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hi everyone who acctually reads my shit...Sorry I haven't been writing in a while. My computer got fucked up and then Elly was over...By the way she just joined Livejournal...If you all wanna check out her LJ, her username is Slapknut. It's a weird play on slipknot or something, but we couldn't find any other name that wasn't already taken. Hey I was just on my profile page and I have 13 hugs. 13 is a good number...I wonder if I can get it up to 666. Heh..That would be awesome. Anyone got a banana? don't ask.. anyway If anyone's been on my profile page you've seen "forever dead" In my interests. I figured I should tell you what that is. That's my band name. I'm vocals, and Elly, well she's gonna do guitar or drums...she hasn't decided, but we still need a bassist and either guitar or drums depending on what Elly decides to do.
By the way, can anyone tell me how to CORRECTLY do an ollie? I can't fuckin get it. oh well, Gotta Go. bye. |
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| Pass it on! |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|12:49 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "bodies" drowning pool | ] |
This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.
I want you to post anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|12:30 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My brothers screaming... | ] |
Wow. Today is going by really slow. I just cleaned my ENTIRE house. Which is not fun because as I've mentioned I have three disgusting little brothers, my mom is messy, I have two dogs and a cat...and my aunt lives with us. So as you can Imagine this house is REALLY messy. And for some reason I just got an incredible urge to watch south park....
awww...kenny!!! |
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| My Friends..well not all friends so lets just say, people I know. |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|10:01 am] |
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| | crazy | ] |
*~ELLY~*
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<a [...] http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/alicia.gif">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] *~ELLY~* <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/Alicia.gif"></A> Chris M. <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silentmale/22.gif"></a> Chris R. <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silentmale/11.gif"></a> Carrie m. (aka stalker..lower on the totem pole..lol.) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/2/Mika.gif"></a> Amanda R.(wanna-be raver w/ BIG mouth) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/2/Polly.gif"></a> Megan M.(aka blue..SHE'S MEAN!!) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/2/Sundie.gif"></a> Holly K.(hyper as hell...ALSO MEAN!) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/3/7.gif"></a> Lauren G. (Holly's mini me..poser..and also MEAN!) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/4/3.gif"></a> Emily B. (my moral enemy and cheerleading captain...yuck!!!) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/4/5.gif"></a> Kayla L.(two words...SLUT and BITCH) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/5/26.gif"></a> Jessica W.(really a rather confusing person...) <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/Melany.gif"></a> |
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| Harry Potter |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|09:55 am] |
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Well, I started reading harry potter when I was like, Seven. My mom thinks I'm still into it..how dumb. So a few days ago she dragged me along with my brothers to go see it. IT SUCKED. so If you're thinking about going to see it, trust me, don't.
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| A graphics entry devoted to my BEST friend!! |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|09:39 am] |
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Aha! THIS looks like Elly.
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<a [...] http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/ali.gif">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Aha! THIS looks like Elly. <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silentgoth/2/31.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silentgoth/2/38.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/2/Vickie.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/Ali.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/Alicia.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/3/14.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/3/40.gif"></a> Hey elly...Remember when we did your hair in pig-tails???lol. <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/silents/3/50.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"> <img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/minis/23.gif"></a> <a href="http://www.minklesrealm.com"><img src="http://minkle.phenominet.com/emo/images/minis/3/56.gif"></a> they looked good! |
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[Jun. 11th, 2004|09:37 am] |
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okay that didn't work. stupid graphics crap!!! |
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[Jun. 11th, 2004|09:16 am] |
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This one reminds me of elly too:
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